outside the gated window there is the steady
churn of machines in a blind alley.
chrome and airshafts give strange shadows,
kill plant life and shut in.
over the tops of the buildings
in the early afternoon
patient sunbeams hurdle brick,
leak across radiators
find my hands and catch my eyes
the poor death of you in my bed
with our complaints
and the endless rubbing of eyes
the radio
i left on
the day finds me in
a closed hunched centralized position,
breathing a greed and a war
and an arid word I’ve
used before.
a tough time had by all,
faster than you can imagine,
collects like an hour’s dust.
our fingertips kneel and trace
the paranoia and strength
that comes from injury
and the clarity and incapacitating rage
that comes with
time
the arrangement of the maps on the
walls is again eloquent and the
books pile up and fall over
and the radio keeps playing
the old songs
and the new songs
we watch the world come in like ships…
we put on coffee and wait
we fall asleep with our eyes open
and sweat.